Out of the Blue’s

my reflection

At first it’s a fantasy, a little bit more you’ll see reality,
far more in to the deepest is reflection of what YOU are. Join yourself, Join ME, JOIN…

…. Who are YOU???…. What REFLECTION???…. Fantasy???…. Reality???…

JOIN???….

Blessing of GOD

OooAaaa….
BLOOD and FLESH unite
PAINS and HAPPINESS collide

OooAaaa….
FEARS and TEARS dag
REGRET and FORGET dig
DEATH and LIFE dug
….
BLOOD and FLESH unite
PAINS and HAPPINESS collide

OooAaaa….
Who are YOU………?
Where am I……??
Why AM I here…?
Anyone tell ME!!!
….
FEARS and TEARS dag
REGRET and FORGET dig
DEATH and LIFE dug

OooAaaa….
WARM over FEARS
LAUGHING over TEARS
A miracle let it be
A curse let it be
SILENTS….

The Great Blessing... So there is…
1st JUNE 80

Me and Vegie

Never knew I
Never knew would
Never knew “you”

Meat ‘s poisons
“you” medicine
Meat ‘s burst
“you” flush

Never knew I
Never knew would
Never….

Suddenly Me….
25th June 83

WAKE UP CALL

Huah….
Sun ’s coming
Moon ‘s hiding

Huah….
Ears listen, Eyes sees, Body moving
Lungs breathing
Heart pumping
Brain thinking

Huah….
Fresh water indeed, fresh water in need
Foods on table, water joins

Huah….

One day on December
December 84

Death Talks Farewell

Krik…krik…krik…
Grasshopper jumping, Candle‘s lights burning
TWO Bodies turn COLD
Silent covers the air

Krik…krik…krik…
Tears falling, Hearth ‘s crying
“Too soon…. WHY? Too soon WHY….”
Asking no answers…. Yelling no answer….

Krik…krik…krik…
I’ll remember………

Dedicated to mother’s parents

Angel Seen

Tired…. Sleeps…. Wake up….
Sun ‘s sleeping still
Moon ‘s tired will

Sleeps…. Wake up….
A lot of people lay on two beds
Comforts gone, enjoys none

Wake up….
Walks on corridor
Sitting by the bench
Angel’s talking…. sitting by the bench

A day after death’s call
July 85

Dreamer’s Dream

Wannabe…
Wannabe…
Wannabe…

Don’t Wannabe…
Don’t Wannabe…
Don’t Wannabe…

Hoping to be…
Hoping to be…
Hoping to be…

Will I be…
Will I be…
Will I be…

Must be…
Must be…
Must be…

Will be………

Child’s illusion, child’s wish…
24th December 85

Accident 80 to 90

Skinny boy got fever
Skinny boy felt so hot
Blood drops from face
Blood came from nose

Doctors said leave it to GOD
Parents cry deep inside

Skinny boy 20 days past
Skinny boy got his soul back

“demam berdarah” Thanks GOD
August 85

Fat boy jumping playing
Fat boy looks happy
Fat boy jumping
Fat boy fall

Fat boy crying
Fat boy yelling
Fat boy fall

Legs burning
Body yearning
Head explode
Pain subvert

“broken leg” Miseries come and play with
July 87

Brain Gaps

Ugh…
Ugh…

Signal to neurons
Signal to brain cells

What… what… what….
Where… where… where….

I know (just a little bit more)
I really know (just a little bit more)
Oh… please give me a chance (just a little bit more)

Ugh…

Signal to neurons
Signal to brain

A little bit more
80 to 88

Angel Reincarnation

Eyes to eyes (mouth’s talking)
Eyes to eyes (mouth’s closing)

Eyes to face (hearth’s beating)
Eyes to face (angle’s reincarnate)

Eyes to angel’s (mouth’s talking)
Eyes to angel’s (hearth’s beating)
Eyes to angel’s…

Reflection of an angels
25th June 89

Fly… Racing with Angel

Wait up will you…
I’m trying to fly…

Wait up will you…
I’m starting to fly…

Wait up will you…
My wings are hot…

Wait up will you…
Hh…hh… wait me catch my breath…

………..

Hello again, nice to meet you…
What’s your name…?
Can you go faster???
Well I think I can!!!
Hello again, nice to meet you
What’s your name…?

……….

Hope we’ll fly like this forever…
Promise me this will you…?

……….

Hey, lets fly faster….

Catch the flying angel
89 to 90